Retrospective II: Colourful
Silvia Hartmann Art Retrospective Part II:
Oh My, Aren’t We Colourful!
Art, Symbols, Fascination
& The Eternal Love Of The Light
A Retrospective With Silvia Hartmann 2004
II : Oh My, Aren’t We Colourful!
Q: I’d like to know a little more about your earlier paintings – The Chalice painting and that entire series.
Silvia: Oh yes! They were the results of a major mental breakthrough.
I had a dream about a magicians conference. It was very vivid, very lucid and it stayed with me and for some reason, I wanted to remember this, and I wanted to paint it.
I got myself completely involved with a cast of thousands, because there was the key scene where the magicians were coming out of the hotel, down the steps and there was this angry crowd, and policemen holding these people at bay. At one point the leading magician shook his fist at the crowd, and they went absolutely berserk and rushed forward into the line of policemen, and that moment was the highlight of the dream, and I was really fascinated and wanted to paint that.
I spent ages painting like ten million policemen and a hundred million members of the crowd, I was driving myself insane!
I filled I don’t know how many massive sheets of this huge block of paper with designs for this, and I just couldn’t get it right, and in the end started to seriously think about staging the whole affair with actors, and photographing it and tracing the photographs or something.
Q: Good grief! [laughs]
Silvia: But then I got the elusive obvious.
It occurred to me that I could reduce this scene to its main elements, then take the main elements and translate them into symbols. And then I would be able to paint that.
So the policemen became a thin blue line, and the angry crowd became a sea of flames of fires, the magicians became pyramids.
And then I could paint it!
Q: So these were fairly traditional representations at that time? The thin blue line for policemen?
Silvia: Yes, it was the first time I’d ever done that, and it was just a symbol for a reality that was too complex to be captured in that way.
The important part is to have the symbols in the right relationship to each other, it was very specific how the line moved, and how the crowd was behaving, so the placements of the symbols were very specific in that way.
And this really worked, the picture really works and I was completely astonished and I thought, “Now I can paint ANYTHING!”
Anything at all!
There is nothing that’s too complicated, or too difficult, because I can just reduce it to a symbol or description.
Q: So that was really a breakthrough.
Silvia: Oh absolutely and completely! And once I got my head around this, all the things I had always wanted to paint all of a sudden became – available!
Even complicated things like Dragon Rising.
I had this dream about a frozen lake, no, a lake made of glass and this golden dragon just broke through it, and as it did, the earth shook and the walls fell down.
A pretty dramatic thing!
You need Cecil B DeMille by your side for that one – or you can reduce it down to a symbol.
And when you do that, then you can paint it – even if you can’t paint!
Q: That’s wonderful!
Silvia: Yes, it is!
It is really absolutely wonderful!
Marvellous! And I really enjoyed this and did my first public exhibition of large acrylics at that time.
Q: And how was that received?
SF [laughs for a considerable time]
Aaah ... well it was interesting.
The six year old son of the gallery owner said, “This is the best exhibition we’ve ever had, can I have that fish, I want to take it home please!” and I really enjoyed that comment.
I took that for a huge endorsement. If a little kid can get something out of that, then we are halfway there.
The chairman of the local arts council outfit walked in, well, she didn’t actually walk in, she opened the door a bit, looked inside, said VERY loudly, “Oh my, aren’t we colourful!” – backed straight out again and then ran away, down the stairs.
Q: How rude!
Silvia: Well it was incredibly funny, actually. It echoed round the room and with that upper class accent on it, it was pythonesque. “Oh my, aren’t we colourful!”
Q: The colours must have scared her, too much brightness, too many colours.
Silvia: Yeah, too much energy I guess. I think they were used to flying ducks or something, I can’t really know.
What encouraged me quite nicely was one guy there, he was an artist himself and also an art teacher, and he was kind. Not only was he kind, he was genuinely intrigued. And interested. I like people who have the ability to become fascinated. Not just judge you up front but to look at the thing and become fascinated by it, interested in it.
At one point I went into the half hour diatribe on how things change and morph through time in a liquid fashion in my head and how it is difficult to decide which stage of unfoldment to take and lock down into a painting, and how I do that process of deciding where to stop time. He was standing there with his mouth open and when I was done, shook my hand and went away; I have a notion in order to do some thing he had gotten an idea for whilst I was talking.
Here, at that time, there was a local women’s art group at work. They were called Women On The Verge. One of the ladies from the group was at my exhibition and she invited me to join the group, which I thought was really nice of her.
So I went to see an exhibition they had put on together a few weeks later but I was just so appalled by what I saw that I decided not to join them.
There were two things.
One was that I didn’t like the way it wasn’t really focussed.
I had this feeling that they were trying to do abstract art, but they were just making backgrounds, if you know what I mean. As though the point of the painting was missing. A lot of the paintings looked like beautiful backgrounds which were just waiting for someone to come along and finish the picture, to add the essential something that would give them a meaning, a reality or an existence of some kind.
The other thing that worried me was that they were all pretty much the same.
I guess that happens in a group.
You exchange all the ideas you have in the group, and then everyone has all the same ideas, and everyone ends up painting the same thing!
I felt threatened by that.
I was worried that I would be vulnerable to the approval of the group; that there was clearly some major if unconscious group consensus on what you could do and what you couldn’t do.
I’m very responsive and susceptible to feedback, criticism and praise alike and at that time didn’t feel that I was settled enough within my own ideas to hold my own against the peer pressure of a group, and so I didn’t join.